(Hopes, shattered)
posted by yiiqiiann @2:57 AM
#I want the old her back, badly. I was still full of hope till a month back. Childish thoughts- But can I rewind time?
(Hanging on)
posted by yiiqiiann @7:46 PM
#Okay, like Shaheera said, we're already in it. Hang on there for 2 years and it'll be gone.
JC life is fine thus far, just that I still can't adapt to this "teach less learn more" kind of studying. Econs is killing me, esp when I'm a real idiot when it comes to subjs that requires loads of conceptualising. Our GP teacher said something like, for A level, drilling doesn't work, but conceptualising. Became real discouraged after that. But I'll hang on :) Okay, I realised that I kind of became a "strawberry tribe" after my 'O's - I get discouraged and give up easily to challenges. For instance, quitting ShinKushiya just because of the jap terms and giving up the chance to get into NP's CMC to pursue my dream as a DJ.
Other subjs are still fine, though I'll get lost in between. Whatever it is,
ONWARD AND PERSEVERE ;) - that's what I learned from OPSS isn't it? :) & I feel great that we're having hellish pe trainings~ Because I want to and I need to slim down a lot! xD Not looking forward to NAPFA though! It frightens me to think of it - I've never gotten Silver for NAPFA throughout my whole sec sch life for goodness' sake!?
& I seriously miss my 4S1 classmates :( Every now and then, each of their face will appear in my mind :(
& ONCE SHAHEERA'S FACE COME UPON MY MIND, I FEEL LIKE CRYING :'( (Looking forward)
posted by yiiqiiann @12:13 AM
#Tml going for job trial :D Hope I'll be able to work soon, esp since the venue isn't far (: So, I'll try my best tml ;3 But, won't be able to help out with Sec1's training if that's the case Dx
Nvm, like what sis said before.. "If you want everything in life, you'll end up with nothing"~
So, I'll just do my best for the job trial~
More things to look forward to~ But you know, I think, I think too much xD 'Cos I can't give a definite list of what I'm looking forward to~ omgosh
(mixed feelings)
posted by yiiqiiann @10:07 PM
#Got back O level results finally :D had been having sleepless nights recently and even had nightmares ytd on the results.
A1: Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Chinese
A2: Chemistry
B3: English, Physics
C6: Combined Humanities
L1R4=8, L1R5=14
All thanks to my combined humanities, it'll be hard for me to get into both Chinese Media & Comm. because of its aggregate type, which will make my L1R4=12 ): but I'm still gonna go for it :D
(Last trigger)
posted by yiiqiiann @9:39 PM
#Somehow, I wish it'll be over and done with so that all of us can have a peace of mind.
If giving that person tolerance doesn't work, then we shouldn't be wasting our precious time, money and effort.
I'm cold-hearted, heartless, unfilial, whatever. I don't care. That person is the one who taught us to be like this, isn't it?
(annyeong 2011!)
posted by yiiqiiann @4:31 PM
#Dear 2011, let's be close friends alright? That's why I dropped the formal language hahaha!
So, since no teachers are around to force us to write up our new year resolutions, I shall motivate myself to do so~ My 10 new year resolution:
- Stay determined till end of task for everything
- Healthy earth
- Become stronger in the mind and heart
- Exercise and skip at least once a week
- Try out more thrill rides
- Try out a new activity
- Never let other matters affect my studies
- Earn at least $3000 through temp/part time jobs during holidays
- Go overseas once
- Keep track of my savings/spendings
Hope by the end of this year, at least half of the above will be striked out :D
(4S1 chalet)
posted by yiiqiiann @1:13 PM
#
4S1's chalet from 5-7 Dec was eventful!
First day, met up and slacked around AMK hub, then went to chalet. After settling down, all went escape to play :D My first time going on thrill rides! It was damn exciting :D Tried the "superman ride", ferries wheel and the water slide! ;3 Raced on go-cart twice - SHIOK :D Then all of us went for viking ship. It felt like I was going to fly out and die anytime, plus the handle was so loose XO Nevertheless, we rode it 4 times! :D Especially fun since we were the only group screaming like mad dolphins and calling out all the names that comes to our mind at night haha! After last ride on viking ship, everyone felt damn sick XO
Second day, all slept till damn late and slacked around till afternoon. Went for our supposedly picnic in Pasir Ris Park, which turned out chaotically fun x3 Dark clouds started forming, gusts of wind, everything including the bustbins started to fly off. Tried flying the kite, but it ended up entangled on the tree. Then it started to rain! xD Fun part is that though it's raining, we're still trying to survive through using the plastic mats to cover us and tried to get the kite down. Eventually failed though haha.
At night played truthordare. Damn ...... lol. Everyone slept while I chit-chatted with Si Zhen while watching TV and fell asleep with the TV still on. At least had 3 hours+ of sleep :D
Third day, woke up, slacked and packed to go. Had breakfast/lunch at burger before heading home. Si Zhen and I headed home while others headed off to play pool. Tiring thing is, Si Zhen and I definitely saw bus 39 coming. But when we got onto the bus, we ended up on bus 3. Ended up in Punggol int and we actually decided to bus back to meet everyone and go back tgt instead of training back from Punggol. Don't know what we were thinking then haha.
Anw, the 3 days was really fun ttm ;d
LOVE EVERYONE!! :D
(anticipate, yet hesitate)
posted by yiiqiiann @7:38 PM
#Lovely blog,
I'm anticipating the fun that I'm gonna have with my classmates, primary school friends and choir peeps. However, I'm actually hesitating on whether I can afford to have fun - practically. I've yet to find a part time job, that is. Do you think I'll be able to fully enjoy myself in this condition?
(Job hunting)
posted by yiiqiiann @6:31 PM
#Lovely blog, I miss school so much.
Have been looking for a job... Hope I'll be able to find one soon. 'Cos after tml's shopping for prom, all my savings for the past few months would be gone, and I refuse to get pocket money since I'm not studying right now.
I would never want to be a person who gets pocket money without doing anything.
(BRRRRRR~LALALALALA)
posted by yiiqiiann @10:04 AM
#Now that Olevel is over, I can attend to you more, my dear blog!
I'm still pondering on where I should go. If I'm to enter poly, hell will break out. JC, can I do it? Alevel will be sosososo much more tougher D:
Whatever it is, I must continue my education :D
(Hopes, shattered)
posted by yiiqiiann @2:57 AM
#I want the old her back, badly. I was still full of hope till a month back. Childish thoughts- But can I rewind time?
(Hanging on)
posted by yiiqiiann @7:46 PM
#Okay, like Shaheera said, we're already in it. Hang on there for 2 years and it'll be gone.
JC life is fine thus far, just that I still can't adapt to this "teach less learn more" kind of studying. Econs is killing me, esp when I'm a real idiot when it comes to subjs that requires loads of conceptualising. Our GP teacher said something like, for A level, drilling doesn't work, but conceptualising. Became real discouraged after that. But I'll hang on :) Okay, I realised that I kind of became a "strawberry tribe" after my 'O's - I get discouraged and give up easily to challenges. For instance, quitting ShinKushiya just because of the jap terms and giving up the chance to get into NP's CMC to pursue my dream as a DJ.
Other subjs are still fine, though I'll get lost in between. Whatever it is,
ONWARD AND PERSEVERE ;) - that's what I learned from OPSS isn't it? :) & I feel great that we're having hellish pe trainings~ Because I want to and I need to slim down a lot! xD Not looking forward to NAPFA though! It frightens me to think of it - I've never gotten Silver for NAPFA throughout my whole sec sch life for goodness' sake!?
& I seriously miss my 4S1 classmates :( Every now and then, each of their face will appear in my mind :(
& ONCE SHAHEERA'S FACE COME UPON MY MIND, I FEEL LIKE CRYING :'( (Looking forward)
posted by yiiqiiann @12:13 AM
#Tml going for job trial :D Hope I'll be able to work soon, esp since the venue isn't far (: So, I'll try my best tml ;3 But, won't be able to help out with Sec1's training if that's the case Dx
Nvm, like what sis said before.. "If you want everything in life, you'll end up with nothing"~
So, I'll just do my best for the job trial~
More things to look forward to~ But you know, I think, I think too much xD 'Cos I can't give a definite list of what I'm looking forward to~ omgosh
(mixed feelings)
posted by yiiqiiann @10:07 PM
#Got back O level results finally :D had been having sleepless nights recently and even had nightmares ytd on the results.
A1: Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Chinese
A2: Chemistry
B3: English, Physics
C6: Combined Humanities
L1R4=8, L1R5=14
All thanks to my combined humanities, it'll be hard for me to get into both Chinese Media & Comm. because of its aggregate type, which will make my L1R4=12 ): but I'm still gonna go for it :D
(Last trigger)
posted by yiiqiiann @9:39 PM
#Somehow, I wish it'll be over and done with so that all of us can have a peace of mind.
If giving that person tolerance doesn't work, then we shouldn't be wasting our precious time, money and effort.
I'm cold-hearted, heartless, unfilial, whatever. I don't care. That person is the one who taught us to be like this, isn't it?
(annyeong 2011!)
posted by yiiqiiann @4:31 PM
#Dear 2011, let's be close friends alright? That's why I dropped the formal language hahaha!
So, since no teachers are around to force us to write up our new year resolutions, I shall motivate myself to do so~ My 10 new year resolution:
- Stay determined till end of task for everything
- Healthy earth
- Become stronger in the mind and heart
- Exercise and skip at least once a week
- Try out more thrill rides
- Try out a new activity
- Never let other matters affect my studies
- Earn at least $3000 through temp/part time jobs during holidays
- Go overseas once
- Keep track of my savings/spendings
Hope by the end of this year, at least half of the above will be striked out :D
(4S1 chalet)
posted by yiiqiiann @1:13 PM
#4S1's chalet from 5-7 Dec was eventful!
First day, met up and slacked around AMK hub, then went to chalet. After settling down, all went escape to play :D My first time going on thrill rides! It was damn exciting :D Tried the "superman ride", ferries wheel and the water slide! ;3 Raced on go-cart twice - SHIOK :D Then all of us went for viking ship. It felt like I was going to fly out and die anytime, plus the handle was so loose XO Nevertheless, we rode it 4 times! :D Especially fun since we were the only group screaming like mad dolphins and calling out all the names that comes to our mind at night haha! After last ride on viking ship, everyone felt damn sick XO
Second day, all slept till damn late and slacked around till afternoon. Went for our supposedly picnic in Pasir Ris Park, which turned out chaotically fun x3 Dark clouds started forming, gusts of wind, everything including the bustbins started to fly off. Tried flying the kite, but it ended up entangled on the tree. Then it started to rain! xD Fun part is that though it's raining, we're still trying to survive through using the plastic mats to cover us and tried to get the kite down. Eventually failed though haha.
At night played truthordare. Damn ...... lol. Everyone slept while I chit-chatted with Si Zhen while watching TV and fell asleep with the TV still on. At least had 3 hours+ of sleep :D
Third day, woke up, slacked and packed to go. Had breakfast/lunch at burger before heading home. Si Zhen and I headed home while others headed off to play pool. Tiring thing is, Si Zhen and I definitely saw bus 39 coming. But when we got onto the bus, we ended up on bus 3. Ended up in Punggol int and we actually decided to bus back to meet everyone and go back tgt instead of training back from Punggol. Don't know what we were thinking then haha.
Anw, the 3 days was really fun ttm ;d
LOVE EVERYONE!! :D
(anticipate, yet hesitate)
posted by yiiqiiann @7:38 PM
#Lovely blog,
I'm anticipating the fun that I'm gonna have with my classmates, primary school friends and choir peeps. However, I'm actually hesitating on whether I can afford to have fun - practically. I've yet to find a part time job, that is. Do you think I'll be able to fully enjoy myself in this condition?
(Job hunting)
posted by yiiqiiann @6:31 PM
#Lovely blog, I miss school so much.
Have been looking for a job... Hope I'll be able to find one soon. 'Cos after tml's shopping for prom, all my savings for the past few months would be gone, and I refuse to get pocket money since I'm not studying right now.
I would never want to be a person who gets pocket money without doing anything.
(BRRRRRR~LALALALALA)
posted by yiiqiiann @10:04 AM
#Now that Olevel is over, I can attend to you more, my dear blog!
I'm still pondering on where I should go. If I'm to enter poly, hell will break out. JC, can I do it? Alevel will be sosososo much more tougher D:
Whatever it is, I must continue my education :D
